Sunday, June 18, 2006
The Source Of Life starts at... 6:34 PM.
+Let bygones be bygones... but it's a matter of how painful it is!+Ok, I apologise for the harsh use of words towards the person I'm having the least respect on, but I was just making the point clear that I hate her. If you people decide that this is a stupid thing that I'm doing, whatever la eh! I've said what I have to say and I'm not taking it back. By all means, hate me, but I'm fulfilling the main purpose of a bloody blog, and that is to express my feelings. Better out then kept bottled up!Oh, being unfair to her huh? If I am unfair to her, would I congratulate her for the marvelous dance on Arts Fusion Opening night? Would I even bother to help taking photos with her camera? Would I even bother listening to her ridiculously insulting remarks or other crap that she says? Would I even care to talk to her? Would I even care to see her face everyday?
"Argh! My dance is still not perfect!", like whose is?
"Apasal kau pakai baju lawa buat tidur?" (Why would you wear something nice to sleep in?). Is it wrong? It's comfortable damn it!
Whatever la!
Oh ya Zawana and Sery, i apologise if you're offended when i said that i was being outcasted from the group thing. Yes, we did laugh and talked to each other, but I'm trying to point out that I don't really see the 'bond' created in this trip. I heve to say that Mr Said was the one who even bothered to get to know me? How many of you know that I'm the only child? How many of you know how long I've been singing? How many of you know what primary school I'm from? Tell me... I admit that I did not try to bond with you guys because I didn't even bother to. I felt that you didn't care and i was returning this nonsensical deed of yours. But all and all, I'm sorry ok!
+Fucking Holidays+
"Happy holidays!". Ya right! Guess what, this is the most dreadful june holidays that I've ever gone through. First week, lessons, lessons and more lessons. Second week, the supposedly the Tanjung Pinang trip that's supposed to bond us all, but truth is, it didn't to me. Third week, nothing to do at all, except for watching movies both at home and at cinema. Forth week? Well I don't know yet. It's my birthday week anyway, but Sweet 17 won't be sweet at all... Why? Let me tell you why...
Got back from Tanjung Pinang, had fever for the whole week, but do i care? No... I even went to the cinema to watch movie. My hatred towards abidah persisted throughout the whole week, causing me to type out that controversial entry about her. By wednesday, my fever got worse until i had to make a trip to the hospital where i was kept under observation, preventing me to go for my favourite CCA- Band practice... ARGH!!! But fortunately I was allowed to go home at night... Phew!
It's been a while since I've had word from Felle and Meryl, two of the five ideeots. Grace keeps sending me friendship messages every week, Zawana? Let's say she has 'post-tanjung pinang' things to do and the last time we spoke was in the bus on the way back from tanah merah ferry terminal. Well,I messaged Meryl and Felle yesterday night asking for their home address. I need to send them maths homework.They both replied and Meryl even asked how I was... Aww, so sweet! Thx for not forgetting me gurls!
But the Fucking holidays aren't always fucking because I had the chance to stretch myself with a game of badminton with my cousins, dad and uncle, and maybe soon-to-be cousin-in-law. It's been a while since I played badminton and that was good la!
Then watched movie with faizal... I aaked him along and treated him to a movie so that I can catch up with him. He's working and no longer in EVG with me and I had some catching up to do. We watched x-men together and it was fun la! But i wished that we could spend the whole day but he had to work... damn!
So anyway, as you can see, I'm growing tired of typing, so tatax!
P.s. I'm being unfair towards her huh? Well, it's all in the face...
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