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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

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+bewitched, bothered... and bewildered+

hello everyone. I'm in the school library's computer room and just taking a little time to update me blog. Anyway, first of all, to all of my secondary school friends in EVG, good luck for your mid-years yar! Especially to the Sec fours who will be sitting for their MT 'O' Level this coming end of May of I'm not wrong. This might even be a wish on behalf of the 'EVGian' YJCians and we're all supporting you okaex!

Anyway, I bet most of you is wondering why I've put the title of this entry as "Bewitched, Bothered... and Bewildered". Well, if you've heard the song, you might get the picture. I'm bewitched by someone, I'm even bothered by it but at the same time, I'm also bewildered in my feelings towards that person.

Bewitched, why the hell am I bewitched? This person, or who I shall call in this entry as "Anonymous" just to keep the identity of this person as a secret, I'm kinda of having feelings for this person. Somehow, I find Anonymous attractive and appealing. How did I come across Anonymous? I would not even dream of telling y'all. Find it out yourself. I'm bewitched by Anonymous' aura and persona. It's overbearing so-to-speak kind of way. Anonymous is kind, polite, caring and even good-looking. But me being me, I don't look into looks, I think about the person's personality, and Anonymous is such a sacred person. That's why I like Anonymous. Hahax...

However...

I'm also bothered by it because I'm feeling threatened by the involvement of a third party. The 3rd party is somehow either trying to get to Anonymous or ... well, I don't know how to put it, challenging my patience I guess. I know that this sounds a little naive, but for once, can't you let me get Anonymous? I've been living under a rock, and for once, just let Anonymous be mine! My god, now you see how possesive I can be.. well not possesive, just I don't know? Love-struck i guess?

Bewildered... hmm. In case some of you don't know, bewildered has the same meaning as confused, and that is what I'm feeling towards Anonymous. Somehow I'm a little confused about my feelings towards this person. I keep telling myself whether if I get this person, will it last long? I mean, I'm not an experienced lover, and if I get Anonymous, I'm afraid that Anonymous would dump me for not being a good partner. Hahx, I know that this sounds lame and naive, but it's possible you know. ANd with an inexperienced love, I'm afraid that Anonymous would go running of to another person, or even worse, the 3rd party that I was talking about earlier. Well... I don't know. I guess that I'll just let fate decide.

Anyway, since I'm in the library's computer room doing up this entry, I feel insecure as the person sitting at either sides of me might take a peep at this. Okla... good bye all! Take Care.

Remember... Just BElieve In Yourself...

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